2011 started with a bang. This bang included burying my iPhone in the Denver snow, never to be found again. One would think that would have prevented me from doing what I did the next night...
I guess that's the issue with having a big group of friends who all get along so well! All so digitally connected. YAY! If only my friends thought this was bad idea I wouldn't be in this situation.
I texted my best friend "I love you". His response "I love ya too". This would be the part where a normal sober person would stop and cut their losses. NOT ME! My reply: "No, I LOVE YOU" and then an even better response from him "We'll talk tomorrow". Couple the thought of having this conversation, which I'm sure will ultimately end in rejection for me, with a hang over and a Bears loss and you have the worst Sunday EVER!
I let it go a couple days. Apparently he thought I had forgotten. Of course he wasn't going to bring it up! But we finally talked. He didn't completely brush it off but I'm not sure if that's making it any better. We're in this state of limbo. He's worried about losing me as friend because he cares about me and values my friendship so much. But doesn't he know it's already different?
I thought this would be so easy. I would tell him how I felt and he would say he's been feeling the same way and we would live happily ever after. I guess I didn't consider any other option. SHOOT!
So I'm wondering, where's the movie that tells us what to do?
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