Instead of holding my breath and waiting for some sort of decision to be made I've decided to work on myself. I needed to get my mind off of this whole mess (it's definitely a mess right now) so I've been going to the gym a lot. I've been eating healthier, cleaning, anything that makes me not think about how I professed my love for you best friend and he isn't reciprocating.
At this point I can tell he thinks things will just go back to the way they were before but I'm not so sure about that.
He interviewed for a job this weekend that would move him to Chicago and it went really well. Part of me wants to look for jobs in Chicago and the other part of me want to do my own thing and show him that I don't need to follow him. Ugh this stinks!
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